Yesterday I started to talk about unblocking chakras. My Crown and Brow were blocked and it took me a couple days to realize why. I have been working to release negative thoughts and form new pathways in my revolving thinking. Some of these thoughts were toxic and followed pathways worn in my tired brain since childhood when resentment at my sister flourished in lieu of thoughts of well being and achievements. But that’s my stuff – ain’t no one else’s business. I make note only because I realize we all have some unworthy thoughts that float around connected to negative behavior loops that can trip us up at the most unexpected of times, sometimes to great embarrassment. That didn’t happen this time, but I had received some healing in the form of divinations a friend performed for me and a healing grid another has set up. So to take advantage of all this supporting love, I am following the prescriptions. Cast out hate, bring in love, and act from the present moment in all ways. Let be what will be, let come what will come, have no worries, no doubts and be of good faith. OK!
For about a day and a half this was easy. Then yesterday morning I woke up with a blocked head – the energy manifests in me as a sinus cold – and the light bulb finally clicked on that this is blocked energy! Duh! I have been through this often enough before, I would hope to catch it sooner, but my excuse is that life is distracting. OK!
I have given teachings for Tree Meditation in an earlier blog on the chakras. My matron goddess, Frau Holle, had suggested to me about a month ago that I deepen my relationship with this particular tree I befriended a few years ago, so I did. I went to “He” and asked how we could deepen our friendship with each other. The tradition of GEBO, the Rune of gifting, teaches that gifts are always exchanged. Out of integrity, in my request to partner with this tree, I wanted to be certain that I was giving as well as receiving. “He” and I agree to share energetic healing, exchange of energy at need, love, and small gifts such as I can bring to him or that the forest offers through him to me. Mostly we gift each other Presence.
This is a fun play on words, is it not? Presence – Presents.
But any way, just when I needed him most, “He” merged with me as I ran my energy from Crown to Root chakra, and I was able to sense my Brow and Crown chakras again. Some debris remains, but I am working through that today.
Creator, I really, r-r-really, give thanks for my Tree friend “He” and the gifts of energy that we are able to share when we merge. I am grateful that “He” links me to the energy of his grove. I am thankful for the beauty of the merging of energies that allows me to experience a wonderful fullness of life on multiple levels. Amen-Aho